Word of the Day: Priorities
So Monday morning I woke up from a nightmare that I was somehow on the wrong campus looking for a non-existent science building that I should have been in twenty minutes earlier for a chemistry exam, racing around in a panic...
I can't remember the last time I had a dream like that. Obviously something was out of whack.
Needless to say, I had been a little stressed about this class. Doing all of the wrong things for my learning style - focusing on points instead of knowledge, cramming instead of just pacing - everything that sends me into a tailspin. I know better - right? Study better, study smarter, and above all don't freak out! It's the last part that got me. Not a big hysterical freaking out, but a quiet little in-my-own-head one.
Well, waking up to the reality of the "failed bailout" and people "losing it" en masse shortly after dragging myself downstairs and logging on snapped me back into shape pretty quickly. The cover of the Times was practically screaming about the nearly 800 point drop overnight and all of the resident Chicken Littles were in line proclaiming the falling sky in six languages. My bank is on the latest dumpster list along with a lot of other people's I'm sure.
Egads.
Suddenly, the "horrors of chemistry" seemed like a small thing to raise my blood pressure over. Happy home, good life, and the privilege of learning something new everyday. There are worse places to be - both literally and metaphorically. If the worst thing that happens today is that I get some things wrong, then it is good day.
Sometimes I really do learn more by getting it wrong than I do by getting it right; but that's just me. Fortunately that I can afford to make some mistakes right now - so I'll take it while I can and save a little happy for when things get really rough.
My priorities this week:
1. Try to get more things right than wrong.
BUT
2. Learn just as much from the wrong answers.
That should keep me calm for a little while...at least today.